And now another update.

Alrighty. It's been a few weeks. Let's see....

School: sucks and barely passing. (Barely as in.. passing for high school diploma not college and by like 3%.)
Home: what's new:/ same old same old. Dad and step mom are sick (not a cold. Like, could be bad.) and they almost got divorced and i dont know anymore its just ugh.
Moving on.
At the moment I am cut-free 37 days!
But it's really hard (at least i'm trying, right?)
I had a little drug overdose over spring break a week and a half ago.
I thought I was dead at one point.
Woot..
I have a show next week, singing yay!
Uhm. I don't really know everythings pretty static same old messed up sucky life.
Oh, mothers' day is tough, went to the cemetery to see momma today.
6 feets of dirt and rocks between us though.
Updates and such to be done again soon.
<3xoxo.

Free verse: Mommy.

You are strong to leave us.

You are strong to fight.

You made me believe,

You gave me courage.

To live a life without you

is the hardest thing I'll ever have to do.

My angel above,

My saving grace,

Living for your name.

I love you

forever and a day,

my mommy.

A Haiku

Wisdom on the streets,

"i don't want coins, i want change,"

his cardboard sign reads.

-rachelleeashlee<3.

A Cinquain poem.

Peanut Butter.

Rich, Creamy,

Soothing, Calming, Relaxing.

Gluing together broken hearts.

My comfort food.

-rachelleeashlee<3.

Health class assignment- I Am Alcohol poem

I Am Alcohol

I am a killer.

I am the smell on your fathers breath.

I am the poison screwing with your liver.

I am a cause of death.

I am whispering temptation.

I am effecting more than a few.

I am why you're on probabtion.

I am the headlights racing toward you.

I am the screaching of the tires.

I am why your car's on fire.

I am your end, afterall

I am alcohol.

-rachelleeashlee<3.

I'm going to start adding some of my photography to here. I'm not professional at all.

Pretty Colored Pencils.

Towels.

Colored Pencils.

Love.

This is on a metal replica of the Eiffel Towel that's hanging in my bathroom.

I absolutely love the randomness of this. <3

Heart Mirror.

I thought this was neat, it's just holding up a lens attachment to the lights in my room.

Hearts hang alone.

Playing with shadows.

Keyboard. <3 And that cord is a microphone cord.

Pipe cleaners.

Prettier pipe cleaners.

my iTouch broke the day I got my iPhone4.

Striped Chinese take out box.

Straw fedora from Jason Mraz concert the Hollywood Bowl.<3

Scarf.

Update as of 3-20-11.

Whats going on.
Uhm.
I didn't cut 100 days.
(NEW RECORD! woot.)
Then, of course, me and my dad got into it again and I ended up doing it.
Shit was already tough because me and this guy become not close anymore and I lost my best friend and yeah.
So I did it once and it was kinda bad.
and The next day in P.E. we were doing pull ups testing.
Apparently, your wrists have to be facing out. -______-
I was unaware.
But my teacher saw and told the school.
I got called in the couselors office 3 times until a week later the bitch called my dad.
I'm currently on suicide watch.
If I do anything more, or anything alarming, then I go back to Vista Del Mar.
And my grades are sucking, and nobody friggin understands me.
Woop.
-_____-
FMLx10.

:/ ugh.
Lord, save my soul.

-(TheOne&Only)rachelleeashlee</3.